Malas.

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Hellooooo New semester has just begun! 
Alhamdulillah I survived semester 1 :D The result was...........alhamdulillah. Better than I was expecting but yeah, I really need to buckle up these next few sems. 
Anywho, now I'm like one of the old batches(sort of) in UC. 
KYSB have just sent another batch for this July intake. 
So I get a lot of questions and wonders of life over here as compared to in Malaysia. 
When it comes to work, opportunities etc... I almost got the same respond which is 
"Serious la? malasnyaaa...." or "Banyaknya benda nak buat... susah je..."
For Allah's sake, can you guys stop whining? Its like the rule of life. If you want something, work for it then you'll get it. There's nothing free in life. Oh wait. Dua is free and its SUPER MAGICAL! but still, you need to put some effort to make it magical. So basically, nothing comes easy in life. 
Truth to be told, struggling financially is not an easy thing. It's not fun but it gives you a huge lesson to manage well (stop buying stuff that you don't need. In my case, outdoors equipments luls). 
Our parents and our country work hard to send us here, so make it worth it. You're like a gem.

If we keep on whining and complaining how stinks something can be, then just go back home. If you're not up to some adventure or thrills in life while you're in overseas, why stay? 
Okay, I may sound harsh, I'm sorry. Just that I'm sad when some of us still have those negative mindsets coz it won't bring you anywhere. You will not grow. 

Imagine you spend 2 years of your life here but you're still scared to talk to matsaleh. I'm like, seriously? they're humans! They're nothing different than us. They are just like us. Coz if we keep on having those mindsets of just being us, then think back why you're here. Why you're destined to come here.

'Malas' ain't going to bring you anywhere. If you're scared, try to go out slowly. Try to merge in the culture slowly (jangan lak gi minum arak, that's not the culture you want to blend in to.well you get what I mean). At least YOU TRY! 

Stop wasting the government's money, our parents effort and prayers. 
Make a difference in you.

Regards,
Liyana :)

Ps: I'm sorry. this entry is not bashing any batch or anyone. just something for all of us okay. muah!

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