Going solo

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The reason why I'm going for this trip is because all my life I really wanted to travel solo. Luckily I'm in New Zealand which I could probably say one of the safest country in the world so yay!(I don't think I'm brave enough to travel alone in the other side of the world hm). 

Moving on, this journey is about discovering myself and the beautiful world that Allah have created for us. I've never been to the North Island (lambat sikit haha). I believe most of my friends have been to both sides of the islands. Anyway,I'm so proud of myself because I could get myself a vacay fully with my own money that I got from working(not from MARA eh) . Duit lebih from MARA are dumped into the savings account(and yeah, I sometimes save too much. I have to learn pamper myself once in a while). 

I'm also so grateful for this semester. I worked for 3 different casual jobs which makes me busy like MOST of the time. Somehow my studies are doing amazing when I'm busier(weird eh?!). I Guess my brain works better when I have to really appreciate my time as procrastination will destroy my schedule especially when I'm busy with work. So yes, I deserve this trip!! 

A break for myself.

Now I'm on the plane on my way off to Wellington! 

I also decided to log off from my social networks especially 'insta story'. Not that I'm being closed or wtv. Just that I easily get distracted with social networks, it's like a drug to me. I can easily forget myself and be on my phone for hours which is not healthy. This trip is about embracing, hence I want to keep my distraction at minimum. Although I still have the urge to share what I'm going through and it stresses me out when I can't share it with you guys, I decided to blog instead as it doesn't give me any temptation of knowing people liking, watching and etc. 

It's the quietest way of me distracting myself. 

So let's start the journey! Stay tuned :)

Bye guys, be kind.

Regards,
Liyana 

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