Writing again ?

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Finals are coming up in two weeks! Isn't funny how I tend to make a post when finals are coming up? (I think the anxiety makes me want to write lol). The feeling is the same all over again . Anyhow, for the last 2 days I felt pretty restless. I wanted to wake up late and just stare at the walls. At some point it made me wonder, wow I'm in NZ! I just felt like I was making fun of myself going away far from home. But here I am , I made it! 
Truthfully, I'm proud of myself for making it this far. Alhamdulillah . Deeply, I know, without Him I wouldn't be here. I would've given up a long time ago. Instead, He helped me through. 

I realised one thing. Ever since I was bashed as a 'hypocrite', I stopped talking about religious things. I stopped blogging (the secret is out why I stopped writing for awhile phew). I stopped giving people advice much about how to put your trust in Allah. I felt like I'm not that pious or sort of 'clean' they say. But somehow lately, something gave me strength to continue writing. 
I love to talk. (wow that's not a secret) but yeah, I love to share. I don't have many close friends. Most of them are all over the world now. Well basically, I'm not that-gang-type of person. 
Most people see me as an extrovert kind of person but somehow I'm some kind of an introvert kind of person (most of the time). If there's a time I would go and mix with people, some will realise the unusual-ness of my presence. but hey, I don't even understand myself sometimes lol. 

Anyway, my point is here, don't stop. If you love something, don't stop. Therefore, I promise not to stop writing. I don't have twitter, nor a snapchat. Just instagram and facebook. and I guess, I should make use of my blog more now :)

Regards, 
Liyana Azizul

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