Why

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Just to let you know, I'm coming home this November. The main reason I'm going home is because I want to do an internship. This is to help me get jobs easier in the future after I graduate. But apparently, I haven't received any respond from the company yet :( 
I should not be sad but Im just am because my friends are already getting responses from the company in the KL branch but apparently it seems like the branch in penang is taking so long. I have applied for about 2 months now. Azraei is already getting accepted and finalizing his confirmation of application. And me... nothing :( this waiting is killing me. 
Man I wonder why I'm the one being tested ya Allah. Dear Liyana, be patient just a bit more! 

So today I've called the company in Malaysia both KL and Penang branch and the customer service was quite bad and disappointing. SubhanaAllah is this meant to be my test? Anyway, the person in penang asked me to call back because the person in charge is not around. Hopefully, tomorrow will cure this heart of mine. 

On the bright side, I've got a job! As in a proper job after all the search and 2989083 applications everywhere. I've been working as a cleaner but I don't count that as a formal job. But now, Alhamdulillah I got one! I'll be a supervisor in this officer company where I'll work at events such as rugby games. The story is I submit an application through a website and the person called me for an interview. And during the interview, my employer said I did well and decided to employ straight away! Isn't that amazing? masyaAllah I've never been so proud of myself like in that point. I was so honest and truly was being myself during the whole interview and they accepted me. I'm so happy! 

You have no idea how much trouble, time, money, and energy to get this job. I've experienced about 3-4 rejections but that didn't stop me. hence, yay! I got it! Also, I've just finished 3 papers of my term tests and next week I'll have my break. Finally. 

Regards,
Liyana.


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