Direction

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Alhamdulillah Ive entered another phase of life,the college life .
Im so thankful to be here although there are certain things that need to be done.
Its a great experience to explore another new enviroment .
The orientation program is until tomorrow. 
I'am sunburned pretty bad but its okay, I used to get sumburned during the band days haha.
Anyway, ive met alot of amazing&intresting new friends over here. So many charaters with varieties of ideas and creativity.
insyaAllah im going to spend two years my life over here  .
I have my own intention why i wanted to do this course alhtough it scares me so much to study and live with something I've never tried before.
insyaAllah with your prayers ill get through this with His blessings.^.^ thank youuuuu 

Moving on,one of the things ive learned through the tazkirah maghrib is having a direction (matlamat hidup) in what we are doing/living for.
 It made me realised that the true meaning of success as a muslim not just as a human being. 
No matter how excellent you are, but if its not for ummah ,Islam &Allah , whats the real point?
If its all for yourself , its not worth it and you're not a really succesful person.
A succesful person is who achieve things in life for Dunya&Akhirat.
and I must say, no matter how tough life gets, no matter how challenging is your dugaan,
Put in mind, Allah knows you can do it. 
If He doesnt, why would have He selected you to be the one at the first place?!
Currently Im facing something thats heavy and tough. Fighting against myself to do whats right.
But I believe that He has His own reasons for this. 
Although some people will run away or distance themselves from you for certain reasons thats not true, trust yourself that one day they will know whats right.
Having a direction in life will help you to motivate to make a change insyaAllah.

Sincerely,
Liyana :)

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