Alone
Today I din't know what to write . So I asked my twin-sister ,my dear friend to give me a topic. and so she gave me one. Thank you kawan :)
Here it goes..
Do you ever feel lonely ? The feeling of being alone and unwanted? I did. Frankly, alot back in the old days (macam la tua sangat kan).
Although Im just 17 ,I felt it alot of times. I'm not proud. Well its not something to be proud of anyway. Its not because of my parents or anyone. Well, it's just me. The teenage phase they say.
But now i realised that i used to put hope on people, promises and the things around me that will make me happy. I put expectations in Dunya .
When you have such a 'happy life' with the fun of teen life , we tend to forget about something .
Something that is so precious&important. We were just to busy living the teen life because all we want is freedom . We just want to be happy by going out and all those fun stuff.
Come to a point , I realised that I have put Allah behind. I kept on running away from Allah when I seek for happiness from people&the Dunya . I forgot that He's the One with the true meaning of happiness. and then I start to feel that I actually have a hole in my heart. Nothing seems perfect enough to fulfil it.
Until one day, I start trying to get close to Him. It was not an easy thing, I admit.
I felt out of place because you know, dah lama kita lalai dengan dunia . But the more I'm trying my best to fill the hole with Allah, everything changes. I start to feel the peace inside of me that I have been searching all this while. I'm very thankful to get the chance to actually taste the sweetness of trying to love Allah more&more.
Until today , I'm glad that Allah gave me 'second chance' to live again. Back in the old days the happiness seems to fade. Friends, we fight . Promises are broken . You know, nothing lasts.
But now i realised that His love lasts and it can cure any empty/broken heart .
When we felt lost and unwanted we actually need a help. We need a light to show us the true meaning of happiness.A light to get out from our dark world. But the ego inside of us kept on blaming the things around us. Just remember this ..
In the Quran itself Allah already told us, His help is near. The ease in our life is the part of the tests for our imaan. Some people had to go the hard way, like our brothers&sisters in Palestine and Syria. But Allah dint choose us to be in their shoes because He knows what's best for us. Maybe we can't handle the pain jsut like they do. Its easy to say but its never easy to go through it. Open up our heart and listen to their cries.
However, Allah loves us no matter how far we put Him in our life. He will always be there when we need Him .He is waiting. Waiting for us to come back to Him. Its just the matter of time because it's never too late yet.
Sincerely,
Liyana
Here it goes..
Do you ever feel lonely ? The feeling of being alone and unwanted? I did. Frankly, alot back in the old days (macam la tua sangat kan).
Although Im just 17 ,I felt it alot of times. I'm not proud. Well its not something to be proud of anyway. Its not because of my parents or anyone. Well, it's just me. The teenage phase they say.
But now i realised that i used to put hope on people, promises and the things around me that will make me happy. I put expectations in Dunya .
When you have such a 'happy life' with the fun of teen life , we tend to forget about something .
Something that is so precious&important. We were just to busy living the teen life because all we want is freedom . We just want to be happy by going out and all those fun stuff.
Come to a point , I realised that I have put Allah behind. I kept on running away from Allah when I seek for happiness from people&the Dunya . I forgot that He's the One with the true meaning of happiness. and then I start to feel that I actually have a hole in my heart. Nothing seems perfect enough to fulfil it.
Until one day, I start trying to get close to Him. It was not an easy thing, I admit.
I felt out of place because you know, dah lama kita lalai dengan dunia . But the more I'm trying my best to fill the hole with Allah, everything changes. I start to feel the peace inside of me that I have been searching all this while. I'm very thankful to get the chance to actually taste the sweetness of trying to love Allah more&more.
Until today , I'm glad that Allah gave me 'second chance' to live again. Back in the old days the happiness seems to fade. Friends, we fight . Promises are broken . You know, nothing lasts.
But now i realised that His love lasts and it can cure any empty/broken heart .
When we felt lost and unwanted we actually need a help. We need a light to show us the true meaning of happiness.A light to get out from our dark world. But the ego inside of us kept on blaming the things around us. Just remember this ..
In the Quran itself Allah already told us, His help is near. The ease in our life is the part of the tests for our imaan. Some people had to go the hard way, like our brothers&sisters in Palestine and Syria. But Allah dint choose us to be in their shoes because He knows what's best for us. Maybe we can't handle the pain jsut like they do. Its easy to say but its never easy to go through it. Open up our heart and listen to their cries.
However, Allah loves us no matter how far we put Him in our life. He will always be there when we need Him .He is waiting. Waiting for us to come back to Him. Its just the matter of time because it's never too late yet.
Sincerely,
Liyana
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