Whats next?

I had a few dreams last week .

1. I was in an apartment and suddenly gempa bumi kuaaat sangat smpai the whole building was shaking so so hard. I saw the road was cracking and keadaan jadi huru-hara. Everyone was running & screaming. I was holding my mom and crying because i was so scared. Nak kata macam kiamat tak berani nak cakap tapi rasanya lebih kurang macam gambaran kiamat . And then i woke up, it was 230am.

2. I was in a boat with my family. We were going somewhere , an island mybe. But suddenly ombak jadi tinggi&kuat. And it kept on hitting the boat. I looked at my parents and i say 'if anything happens, just know that im sorry and i love you both' . I was scared to say it bcause my parents always say 'dont say ridiculous things. Kata-kata tu doa, ' but at that time i just want to really say it. After that i woke up and it was 3am .

I might say its only nightmares but somehow i reflect it as a message too (bukan ajaran sesat ye.anggapan sahaja) . Mybe im starting to distance myself from Him or maybe I did something that I shouldnt. You know, i just kept on guessing&guessing.

But come to think of it, something 'pop'ped into my mind. Whats next?

Kalau nak tengok, ada sesetengah antara kita belajar & usaha bagai nak rak sebab nak kerja tinggi-tinggi . Lepastu nak kaya. Sooo whats next? 

Hmm apa ending cerita tu? Luxury? Money everywhere? 

Whats the benefit that we'll bring with into the grave when we're alone and isolated?

Kadang-kadang tak sempat nak kerja pun dah dijemput illahi.

Di saat kita diputuskan dari amalan kita , apa perasaan bila roh kita dah 'Game Over'?!

We only have one life. One life. And we are not going to live in this life anymore.

Kadang-kadang kita tak perasan yang kita tak takut pun dengan fakta tu kan?

Macam dah mangli or in other words, laaaaaali.

Diriku ini pun masih jahil & lalai. Ada kalanya terlupa jugak. Tapi hakikatnya kita semua umat akhir zaman. Umat yang lemah . Zaman kita lagi mencabar dari zaman nabi sebab perkara ghaib yang dah lepas susah untuk antara kita nak 'feel'. 

Bayangkanlah kalau Rasulullah kita sendiri yang bagi tazkirah dekat masjid tepi rumah kita. Mesti kita naak sangat sangat pergi kan? 

Usaha yang kita tabur di jalan dunia melebihi usaha kita menuju akhirat. 

Kita masih muda dan kita rasa belum tiba masanya lagi diri kita untuk ummah bukan? 

- The inpiration i got from Hilal isyraf , 'Batu-batu kehidupan'

Sedangkan zaman nabi dulu umur 15 pun dah angkat pedang. 

Kalau kita tak sempat pun nak merasa tua, bila lagi kita nak 'give to Islam'? 

Sincerely, 

Liyana :)