Current thing

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In a few days, january is coming to an end. Isnt it fast? I finished school and suddenly the result is coming out in less than 2 months.
Ive not entered any program yet as planned but its okay, im fine :) im enjoying my holiday anyway.
Knowing some of my friends are now doing foundations and all, really made me happy because they got to do what they want to do ;) 
Especially those yang masa mohon, "alah aku nak tapi aku xlayak." Tengok2 dia dapat. Wahh dapat tau dia dapat aku yang melompat depan laptop seronok. ^.^ Tapi apa aku mampu? Message kat fb ja lah mampu. Nak celebrate berbatu jauhnya. 

Anyways, so im planning to do finance/engineering and later do my MBA. For now waiting for interviews are like waiting for a shooting star to shoot right away. We tend to have the urge to get things done as soon as possible I guess?
In 6months+ im turning 18. Feeling old yet?(abit) But i just start to feel like its time for some
commitments. I mean , to my family and to the nation. Aceyy ayat berwawasan :D hm. 

Making plans for the future and all. But you know , I also thought of time. The fact that everone is getting old.   Just imagine, the person you are looking at now is not going to be there again tomorrow?
Plus, sekarang kan tengah heboh paksi bumi berubah. No offense but mungkin dah berubah dari dulu tapi kita baru maju and bru dapat tau info semua. Macam egypt snow issue.
Well, we will never know when the time has come.

However ,the message im trying to say from this post is,
Do things that you should now before its too late. Build your realtionship with your family first because they are the core of our life. Time flies and there will never again be another 'yesterday'.
We cant predict whats coming and whats going to happen.

Live more , complain less
Smile more, less stress
Less hate , more blessings

Sincerely,
Liyana :) 





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