Liyana Azizul

Let s wonder about something today... Instagram & twitter are essentials arent they? We cant help but open it every morning to check if theres any response to our posts such as LIKES and VIEWS. These two are essentials because it will make us so happy to be noticed & liked just by pressing a button ^.^ (While our quran is sitting on the self,untouched) but who cares,we're happy. Next, do we notice and always make sure that our number of followers are increasing from time to time? It bugs us sometimes when the number decreases. (Still the number of pages read the quran remain fixed). My dear beautiful roses out there, just imagine (in average) we get 200 likes for a picture of us smiling and posing our precious body. If 200 x 2eyes thats 400 looking at you face&body. You're  beautiful, i know but you have to know the relevance of stragers that follows you and scrolling your picture(s) everyday. Whats their purpose? Its dangerous my love. For a picture a g...

Susah, ya betul, susah.  Sem ni susah sebab aku memang bukan budak suka buat research. Ya memang sem kali ini aku dah mula resah walaupun baru 4 minggu. Terfikir kan nasib aku kalau tak dapat lepas english sem ni . Di mata orang aku sembunyikan penafian aku . Deep down, hati aku hancur dan terus merintis kesedihan yang mengatakan aku tidak mampu. Bila aku menelefon bonda aku, aku tahu dia tidak mahu aku resah, bondaku tidak mahu aku kalah dalam medan ini. Aku pilih medan ini atas niat aku kerana Si Dia. Dengan itu, aku tidak mahu mengalah.  Yang Benar, Liyana

Di mata orang , kau begitu sempurna . Hanya kau dan Dia tahu bertapa kosongnya diri kau. Apabila kau berusaha ke arah kesempurnaan,kesempurnaan iman, banyak halangan yang akan kau hadapi. Rohani kau goyah sebab setiap saat syaitan menghasut kau. Orang nampak senang sedangkan roh dalam jasad kau sakit setiap kali kau cuba. Ada kala kau berjaya , ada kalanya kau tidak. Tetapi kau cuba dan cuba. Di mata orang, kau begitu mulia . Hanya hati ini tahu setiap pujian itu menduga. Kau tahu setiap pujian memberi kepuasan, kepuasan dunia . Tapi kau tahu juga, pujian itu menyebabkan kau riak. Bukan dengan orang tetapi dengan diri sendiri. Ada kalanya kau buntu nak hadapi perasaan itu kerana bukan kau yang hendak, tetapi syaitanirojim punya kerja. Orang fikir kau senang, orang fikir kau tahu segalanya. Tapi realitinya kau seorang tahu bertapa peritnya. Mungkin ini kerana dosa lampau. Mungkin ini kerana salah kau yang dahulu. Oleh itu, kau redha. Kau teruskan perjuangan ini. Oleh...

Jika ini benar, adakah kita bersedia dengan amalan yg sedia ada? Adakah kita bersedia untuk menghadapi perhitungan amalan di depan si Dia? Adakah kita layak untuk masuk ke syurga? Mungkin di mata kita ini semua nampak remeh sebab kita sedang sedap dibuai nikmat dunia. Andai esok kita dicabut nyawa, adakah kita mampu untuk menghadapinya? Aku jahil di mata Allah dan aku tidak kuat untuk menghadapi alam selepas ini. Jadi ini nasihat untuk aku sekali. Allah menunggu taubat hambaNya tetapi banyaknya menunggu masa yang 'sesuai'. Jika masa itu tidak datang, jadi adakah kita telah terlepas pandang yang masa itu bukan kita yang empunya? Hari-hari kita dipenuhi dengan Dunia dan Akhirat kita letak jauh tersadai di sana. Mungkin masa belum tiba untuk kita terbuka hati, tapi tak ke pula kita usaha untuk mencari? Yang benar, Liyana

Niat asal aku nak kerja di zoo. Bunyinya mungkin sedikit kelakar tetapi hakikatnya aku cintakan makhluk-makhluk Allah di sana. Terdapat satu perasaan di sudut jiwa ku yang sangat tenang apabila dikelilingi haiwan (mammals ye bukan reptiles lah haha). Tetapi selepas 18 tahun hidup kini aku berjuang di medan ilmu dalam bidang accounting. To be more specific, career aku tidak berhenti di situ,aku ingin ceburi bidang bisnes yang memerlukan ilmu ini. Aku tahu hala tuju dan niat aku tapi career sebenar aku masih dalam proses buffering kerana aku belum tetapkan lagi. Bukan aku lakukan ini maksudnya aku melawan arus 'passion' aku ,aku ada minat dalam bidang ini kerana ikut nasihat orang tua dan diri, aku tahu passion aku xmampu mencapai matlamat hidup aku yg complex aku dan Dia sahaja faham. Jadi, hari demi hari aku usaha untuk lakukan yang sebaik-baiknya. Aku tahu aku belum bersedia untuk mati tapi jika Allah ambil nyawa aku sebelum aku sempat habiskan perjuangan aku, aku harap ...

Lusa kau datang, tiba masnya untuk aku berjuang. Sem ini tamat dan banyak benda yg memberi pengajaran. Bukan senang dan bukan susah tetapi cuma penat lah . Tapi ini apa orang panggil dunia. Di sini kita susah ,kemudian hari kita senang. Aku belajar sehabis daya sampai ada kala tidak bermaya. Aku hanya mampu untuk lena. Dia tahu aku penat tetapi Dia tahu aku mampu. Aku teruskan mengorak langkah tanpa henti kerana aku percaya Dia ingin aku sampaikan cita-citaku. Jangan berputus-asa, kau dah nak sampai hujung liyana. Ubat hati dengan Dia kerana dia sentiasa ada. Kini aku berazam dan terus berazam bahawa aku tidak akan berputus-asa selagi jasad aku masih bernyawa. Yang benar, Liyana Azizul

Apabila setiap saat yang kau harungi menduga hati kau. Kau tahu kau lemah tapi kau tetap tidak mahu kalah. Aku terfikir untuk menyerah buat seketika . Namun di saat itu jua aku kenal erti kesabaran. Allah hadirkan engkau untuk menguji aku sebagaimana Allah hadirkan aku untuk mengujimu. Aku tidak mahu kalah. Jadi aku berusaha untuk terus mengorak langkah. Matlamat aku masih jauh untuk digapai. Proses ke sana pun masih aku tergapai-gapai. Allah tahu aku boleh sebab itu Dia jadikan semua ini. Walaupun Dia tahu aku tengah pedih, Dia tahu aku perlukan ini. Tutup mata dan terus berlari. Berhenti sedih, jangan lagi beralih. Teruskan langkahmu hingga ke hujung sana wahai diri. Yang benar, Liyana

Aku sering lari dari realiti, kerana aku inginkan ketenagan. Aku sering lari dari drama, walaupun ia tidak disengajakan. Aku pilih untuk kuat, walaupun masa itu aku tidak mampu untuk lihat. Orang nampak aku ceria tapi Allah sahaja yang tahu. Aku tutup pintu hati demi mencari illahi. Dia berikan aku harapan,  Untuk terus maju ke hadapan. Aku cuba lari dari masalah, tetapi aku tetap kalah. Jadi aku mula cari penyelesaian kepada semua persoalan. Kawan datang dan pergi, Ada yang selalu di tepi tetapi banyaknya lalu dan pergi, Aku merelakan diri untuk hidup seorang diri. Tapi di dalam hati ada yang senantiasa di sisi, Walaupun jauh dari mata , dekat di hati. Aku pegang dia dalam doa, Kerana aku percaya, Jika dia yang Dia takdirkan buatku, Aku tahu aku tidak rugi menunggu. Merintis hari-hariku dengan dugaan, Aku pergi jauh mara ke hadapan, Ada yang kata aku tidak boleh diberhentikan, Hanya kepada Allah aku harapkan. Yang benar, Liyana :)

Orang kata aku bahagia, aku ucap Alhamdulillah. Kadang-kadang pedih ceritaku ,ku simpan sampai aku tidak rasa apa-apa. Ada kalanya sampai aku terlupa ada benda yang tidak kena. Perjalanan aku ke syurga ini tidak semudah orang lain rasa. Sedih dan risau aku simpan sampai aku terbiasa untuk diam. Aku bersyukur Allah hadirkan insan-insan yang menyokong aku dari belakang setiap kali aku jatuh. Walaupun yang paling dekat dengan aku sendiri yang ingin jatuhkan aku. Aku sabar.  Aku  ubat hati dengan bersangka baik kerana dia mengajar aku untuk bersyukur dengan kehidupan yang aku ada. Aku faham hidup ini seperti roda. Ada kalanya kita di atas, ada kalanya kita di bawah. Aku seringkali diuji dengan kejatuhan. Walaupun itu kali ke sepuluh,aku tetap bangkit semula. Bukan mudah nak membahagiakan diri sendiri apabila aku tahu ada sesuatu yang harus kau lakukan. Ya, setiap kali aku pulang. Setiap kali aku pulang. Cerita yang didefinisikan kiasan buatmu. Yang benar, Liyana

Everyone you met in life have something to teach you. Even the nearest ones too. Life here in dunya is just temporary. Everything that is alive now will die. Our mindset plays an important role in life. It defines what perspective you see in life. For example, your problems. Some people may bring you pain while some may bring you joy & happiness. There are people I met in life are the answers to my prayers. I thank Allah for their presence. There are also people who came into my life and taught me about strength. They taught me more about sabr or in other words, patience. "We cant please everybody but we must please Allah" We tend to worry what others think rather what Allah thinks. This is where all the insecurities comes. Rephrase your intention love. We live for the life in HereAfter. Sincerely, Liyana :)

  Ustadh Nouman Ali - So you think you're in love?   Take a look, reflect, understand and think about it. 

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ Situasi A ... Pernah terasa berat bila orang ajak berjemaah ? Pernah rasa malas nak jalan pergi surau bila kawan ajak ? hmm..  reality kita hidup di suasana duniawi. Di saat kawan ajak untuk kita berjalan bersama menuju Si Dia , kita sering berkata tidak . Apakah ini takdir yang Allah tentukan buat kita ? atau ini semua hanya sementara? Indahnya hidup ini jika kita sedar orang yang sayangkan kita kerana ingin bersama di syurga. Tetapi tidak , kita nafikan niat dia . Kita tetap dengan pendirikan kita. Adakah ini versi aku yang aku mahukan ? Mungkin ya, mungkin tidak. Apa yang aku lakukan tidak sedikit pun akan bagi manfaat pada dia. Aku akan tetap dengan apa yang aku percaya . Situasi B... Kata orang berdakwah itu bukan mudah. Benar, tambah lagi bila orang yang kita cuba dekati tidak sedikit pun ingin mengerti . Jangan kau mengalah . Perjalanan masih jauh dan mungkin kau tidak akan diberi peluang lagi . Aku ...

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُهُ Its been awhile since I last updated. I’ve been quite busy with my trimester 2. Next week is already week 6 and im halfway to the end of this trimester. Fast eh ? This semester I learnt about a thing called never giving up. The context of giving up is not only just in my studies but also my relationship with the people around me.   Its true getting into the real world is quite hard especially when you’re about 400km away from home. Knowing that you have no way to turn back, it takes time to fit in but Alhamdulillah . From the beginning I told myself that Im not going to give up because I believe this is the right track for me. And I know my parents are with me till the end. From time to time I learnt how to tolerate and accept with others. How does this link to never giving up? Well , when you easily give up tolerating and accepting others, you will eventually drown yourself in pain . That results in these days drama. ...

Menggapai sesuatu impian bukan mudah . Dalam kekalutan dan kesibukkan aku mencari kejayaan, aku ditampar dengan satu peringatan.. "Bila eh aku mati ? Bila dunia ni akan putus dengan jasad&roh aku?" Kata orang , jangan lupa mati . Jangan pernah sesaat pun lupa dalam hari-hari kita. Tapi lumrah sebagai seorang remaja, aku mengaku kita sering terlupa dan kita tak sedar . Mungkin di bulan yang mulia ini Allah memberiku kesedaran sedalam-dalamnya. Aku mula bertanya pada diriku, "Liyana kau dah bersedia nak menghadapi alam seterusnya?" Malam itu juga aku mula merasa gerun setiap kali aku tutup mata untuk tidur. Persoalan-persoalan yang aku tidak mampu jawab mengahantui diriku yang jahil ini . Dugaan harianku mengajar aku untuk mengenal erti berdikari di jalan Allah . Aku mengaku , perkara ini tidak mudah .  Alam persekolahan adalah alam yang sangat selamat bagiku . Di saat aku mula menjejak keluar ke dunia luar, aku mula gelisah kerana rakan yang serin...

Kali ini aku mengaku aku main main. Aku cuma serius masa final. Kali ini juga banyak mengajarku erti tawadhuk. Di mata orang kita mungkin dibanggakan & hebat t etapi di mata Allah Dia tahu aku lemah. Persepsi orang biasanya syaitan jadikan medan untuk dia terus meracun&menggolakkan hati kita yang lemah ini. Aku rasa cara ini Allah ingin sampaikan mesej Nya yang aku anggap berbunyi "Kembalilah liyana ke diri mu yang dahulu. Aku berimu kejayaan bukannya kekal selamanya. Ini semua nikmat dunia,jangan kau lupa diri. Kau harus bergerak denganKu untuk mencapai destinasi mu. Tawadhukkan dirimu" SubhanaAllah aku mengaku aku menyesal. Inilah rasanya apabila dikalahkan dengan diri sendiri. Aku redha sesungguhnya Allah tahu perjalanku yang terbaik. Astaghfirullah liyana, kau mungkin terlelap seketika & lupa kau berjaya dulu kerana siapa. Kau belum tersasar jauh tapi kau sudah tersasar sedikit.  Sebelum kau ditelan arus hingga lemas , Dia menyambut kau semula. Inikah kasih sa...

As you get older and live longer, the more people you meet. Thus, the more types of people you have to deal with. We might not like a person, for their personality or for some reason. but thats normal.  The question is, are we going to waste our energy and time for this small thing? Some people will only seek for you when they need you. and when they dont, they dont even bother to even acknowledge you. Well thats normal too. This is life. One of the things I learnt is that, No matter how bad a person treats you, just look at the good things they have instead of emphasizing the bad ones . We would be wasting our energy cursing,hating, and finding their faults. There're alot of better things to do. Be mature and look forward with positivity. If you wonder how long do we have to actually ignore them. Well thats easy. When you're used to not aknowledge the bad things they do, you'll eventully immune to the things that would bother you. It takes time but its worth it. Nothing co...

"I believe that sincerity is something that you pursue and not something that you wait for. If you wait for it, it will not come. It is a target. Hence, you have to go to it. Sincerity requires a lot of effort and constant reminders. Therefore, I constantly have to remind myself and I surround myself with people of reminders. " -Aiman Azlan's blog

Sedikit coretan dari Hilal Isyraf , Fanzuru  .

Finals in three weeks. Tests  consequentively  every week. Oh my college life. baru start, dah mengeluh? hm tidak. Aku taknak mengalah. Badan dah lesu, otak dah tepu , jari masih masih mahu. Itulah realiti kehidupan yang aku pilih. Di saat aku rasa hilang dan tak menentu, di saat itu aku cari cahaya untuk menyedarkan diriku. Ya Allah, mudahkanlah urusanku. 

I have an amazing friend. She made me see the real point of living in this world and made me realise how much I've wasted my time . But I dint regret my past for any reason because it taught me alot about people, love, sacrifice and faith. Knowing her for almost 3 years now, I truly believe He arranged all this from the beginning because He knows something better is coming in the future. If He did not will, this friendship wouldn't have been real.  She has a heart of determination.  We struggled together throughout our spm life. We fought alot. But maybe because of the differences that we had made us strong.  The contradictions we have were the reason we understood both worlds and made it into one. Everytime I feel bad about myself, she would say she is worse. She will always drown herself in pain instead of us feeling the same. and that's when I knew she sacrificed alot in her life.  Its true that people who makes others feel better ,find it harder for themselves to...

Ingat dosa-dosa kecil atau perkara yang kita perlekeh and tak endah sebab tak kena balasan immediate? :( 

Do you know what does it feel to wake up every morning and feeling empty? The moment that made you think why you're alive again today? hmmmm what to do.. what to do... Since I finished school and entered my college life, I felt spacious. and alhamdulillah I want that feeling after 2 years i struggled my brain so hard on my studies weeee. Anyhow, getting this freedome made me think what someone said  "nanti dah habis sekolah, kalau tak ada dierection, memang akan buang masa ja" sebab when we are in school, we have a direction which is exam . but actually our matlamat shouldve cover our whole life but you know.. We nowadays dont really do that.   Some people continue their studies because  -They like that course -Sebab terpaksa  -Masuk but taktau kenapa *kosong kosong kosong... ZzzZz Macam-Macam jenis kes but is it worth your time & energy? Lillahiltaala, im doing accouting . I never thought I would be actually doing this course because dari kecik mmg hardcore nak ...

" Kalau kita membantu agama Allah, nescaya Allah akan membantu kita" -Al-Hajj:40 Niatkan setiap perkara kerana Allah & agama Allah. Menuju redha-Nya bukan kerana dunia semata-mata . Bukan kerana perkara ini mudah tetapi kerana setiap usaha itu tidak akan jadi satu kerugian . Allah akan sentiasa bersama kita dan perkara tersebut akan menjadi satu ibadah kepada-Nya. 'Izinkanlah kami menggembara di muka bumi-Mu ini kerana Mu ya Allah'

Alhamdulillah its been almost 2 months being a college student. im blessed with all the amazing new friends I have over in Melaka. As for my family, I miss them so much as i count the days im coming home and Alhamdulillah im home for two weeks now! weee So today is already 22nd April 2014.Time flies so fast eh Now everyone is busy deciding what to choose , to do and continue for their future. Its amazing how Allah arrange everything . However, syaitan is messing us up and bring us down . We might feel abit shallow and down when we look at how well others are doing. Put on the bright side, Allah knows whats is best for us. Maybe we are just not ready to be where they are now or maybe there is something better waiting fo us in the future. Bear in mind, He loves us. No matter how far we put Him , He still loves us. But did we do the same thing to Him ? This could one of the reasons He wanted us to come back to Him . Despite all the things He gave us, He knew we ...

I'm sorry, I din't had much time to write. but recently , I mean today I had to give a public talk in front of everyone in the college. So this is a little peak of what my speech was :D Enjoyyy!! Giving a public talk is actually my biggest weakness so I hope ill be fine today. For days I’ve been trying to decide on a topic to talk , I finally made a decision. Today ill be talking, I mean giving a sort of a motivational talk. Please feel motivated listening to me :D teehee Okay, first I would like to ask everyone here to feel important. You, yes, we are important. In a quran verse, its said that humans are like iron. And why is that? Humans can make a big, great change to the world. For most of us we would say, “nahhh. I cant do that. I heard that a lot ,so what? I’m not them”. But the reality is, everyone has the power to make anything that they want. We can make good things, we can also make bad things. The characteristics of an iron resembles a human . Just like ...

Everything happens for a reson, because He knows you are strong enough to face it . Now I truly believe this statement (I it believe all along ,just that now I believe it more and deeper )  Im scared, im scared to face my fear. Im scared to make something huge although I really wanted to. But now Allah have given me an oppurtunity, a chance to do so. Deep inside of me, I still have the fear of "can I really do this?" Getting a job/responsibillity is not an easy thing . I see it as a message from Allah because when I ask him for a light, He gave me in so many amazing ways that I couldnt ever imagine. We tend to complain and brag about all the things that happen in our life. I admit ,I do to. But I try to cut it off and reflect everything as a message . I know although how far i distance myself from Him, He kept on giving me signs to come back. O my Allah, I love You so much. Ive never felt so secured when I depend on someone until I decide to depend everything on You ( which w...

Alhamdulillah Ive entered another phase of life,the college life . Im so thankful to be here although there are certain things that need to be done. Its a great experience to explore another new enviroment . The orientation program is until tomorrow.  I'am sunburned pretty bad but its okay, I used to get sumburned during the band days haha. Anyway, ive met alot of amazing&intresting new friends over here. So many charaters with varieties of ideas and creativity. insyaAllah im going to spend two years my life over here  . I have my own intention why i wanted to do this course alhtough it scares me so much to study and live with something I've never tried before. insyaAllah with your prayers ill get through this with His blessings.^.^ thank youuuuu  Moving on,one of the things ive learned through the tazkirah maghrib is having a direction  (matlamat hidup) in what we are doing/living for.  It made me realised that the true meaning of success as a muslim not ju...

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What are we really searching for? Wealth? Satisfaction? Victory? Desires? Status? Where does these things lead us to? Where does it bring us in the Afterlife? Whats the point of usbeing alive today? Whats the point of us being born to this world? Whats the point of us fighting for our future? Why why why ?  Everyday we brag about the things we cannot have. We complain about how hard is our life had been. We blame everything but not us. Why do we keep on repeating this? We are mad for the life that we have. Its so miserable. But do we actually know the real meaning of a bad life is? No. But we keep on blaming. Look at our brothers&sisters We are living in a luxury but we never realise it. We are lost. Whats the point of having a great future if its not for Allah & for Islam. We see our brothers&sisters in palastine,syria and all over the world who are facing hardships that we couldnt even imagine how bad it is. But what do we...

As a teenager, kalau cakap bab cinta mesti laju ja terfikir sini sana kan ?  Im just like everyone else who falls and get up. But this tazkirah never failed to bring me back to reality. This tazkirah mungkin memberatkan kaum puteri tapi boleh dijadikan peringatan untuk kaum lelaki . http://youtu.be/GkQMaWyvXPo Cinta High Class - Ustazah Fatimah Syarha Yang benar,  Liyana :)

Humble/ arrogance. Which one are you ? How to handle certain types of people we cant bear with ? So here you go :) Just take 11mins of your time and listen to this, insyaAllah you will get some precious reminders . http://youtu.be/ImFPMZyNdWY   Are You Humble or Arrogant? - A Litmus Test - Ustadh Nouman Ali Kha Sincerely , Liyana :)

Inspiration is basically what I look for in my life. My parents are my inspirations so as the people around me. I easily get inspired when I read stories about how others go through life and their experiences. To be frank, Im not a novel person and I dont like reading. But I do read stories and certain things that I have interest on. Looking how my life had been , Alhamdulillah so far. Ive been into situations where I feel bad about myself, nothing seems to go right. Do you ever felt that? Maybe some of you do. To tell you the truth , I do have low self-confidence when it comes to my charisma and my appearance. That is why Im more confident doing things in sports because you aim for your goal which is to win . Whereas music, I play the instruments to express myself. I dont have to speak to the crowd because the music I play speaks itself. When I enter a school where 'leadership' have become something, I was scared . Maybe my close friends know that Im abit shy if I...

Its been while since the last time I wrote . Im sorry because I dint have much time to write . Thank you so much for having your precious time reading my posts :)  So recently , something crossed my mind. Alhamdulillah I've been accepted to enter a programme after a few of interviews I attend. At first I got offered on a programme to US but unfortunately I dint get it. The second offer was another programme to NZ and it was in Melaka. Melaka is quite far from my hometown. But my dad said.. "Chances doesnt come all the time. this might be the only chance you have.After the result, the competition is much much tougher." So yeah, I did went with my dad. I got interviewed by the lecturers from nz. It was a fine interview although I screwed up a little bit . But alhamdulillah with His wills, I got accepted. Alhamdulillah. The thing is,  getting oppurtunities is not easy. If I have the chance to advice the juniors I would say 2 things . 1. Form 4 is sooooo NOT a ...

Recently I wrote something for my mom. So this time is for my abah.  The world's  greatest father&bestfriend of my life : ) His name is Azizul . A son to arwah Othman, my late Granpa whom I've never met my whole life beacause Tokwan died before I was born and my late granma, arwah Zainab.Tok died when I was form 4 in Taiping. Tokwan used to be in the army and tok was a full-houswife.The tok&tokwan love story was an arranged married and I dint really know the true story hehe . The story I have to tell is about my Tok. I still remember the first day I entered Taiping mak cakap.. "Just prepare if anything happens while you're here"  One typical night I was in the Dewan with The LDPs arranging the chairs for assembly and tiba-tiba Raihan came to me and say "Yana, Sir Idris duk jerit nama yana dalam koop" and I rushed to the koop with my dear Raihan and when I saw Sir I said "Yes sir,saya liyana, kenapa sir? " He looked at me with ...

   Zaman sekarang memang kita tak pernah lari dari isu 'being judged'.  Asalnya perkara ni 'sepatutnya' mendatangkan kebaikan tapi sedihnya bukan itu yang menjadi kan? Lagi orang duk judge lagi kita duk hangat (marah/terasa/apa2 yg sesuai).  Sebenarnya, sesetengah orang memberi pendapat bukan atas dasar nak menghukum tapi nak membantu. Sekarang ni majoritinya kalau dinasihat/dipesan mesti terasa &  mungkin ada kalanya yang mengurutu dalam hati macam  .... "Apa dia ni. Cakap lebih." "Ni hidup aku biar la" "Apahal dia nak betulkan aku" "Amboi dia ingat dia ustaz/ustazah ka?" Ni semua yang commonly orang akan terasa kan? Tetapi yang paling mendatangkan masalah bila "alah, dia cakap tapi dia tak buat pun". Saya tak maksudkan yang perkara ni salah .  Sebab bagi saya sebaik-baik nasihat adalah nasihat benda yang kita buat. Cara ni sebenarnya lebih efektif. Secara tak langsung juga insyaAlla...

Tazkirah pagi petang malam. Cermah tv , masjid,surau. Tapi still tak bagi effect papa. Pernah anda terasa begitu? Kita sering diberi ilmu tetapi hati tetap kosong.  Kita tahu benda tu salah , kita buat jugak. Kita tau Allah swt Maha Mendenga r tapi kita buat jugak. Kita tau fakta akhirat akan terjadi tapi kita buat jugak. Kita tau benda tu berdosa tapi kita buat jugak. Pernah perasan tak ? We know , but we don't.   Apa sebenarnya motif kita dilahir ke dunia? Jadi khalifah di muka bumi?! Walaupun tu fakta yang kita tau ,kita terlupa bukan? Keindahan dunia mempengaruhi niat hati & tindakan kita. Setiap perilaku hanya tujuan untuk kemewahan & keindahan yang realitinya tidak kekal. Tangisan hati yang terseksa dibiar dibuai dengan kenikmatan dunia. Sampai bila ya ni semua?  Oleh, Liyana 

A week before SPM , I wrote a letter to my parents. It's a confession letter in other words. Hati tak tenang selagi tak confess what I've hidden from them sebab rasa tak berkat nak buat exam. Frankly lepas dah bagi surat tu ,rasa macam satu beban yang disimpan selama ni WOSHHH terus hilang. Rasa ringan otak,hati semua lah.Bukan saja nak buat sweet but I'm naturally like this muahaha ^.^ Anyway, lets story abit about what I wrote. Most of the things I wrote is the rebellious side of me . I might look innocent&obedient and I know my parents know about it (mark that :parents knows everything in the end.) . But I just feel like confessing. So one of the things I confessed is I used to skip class when I was in Form 2 . weee :D I skipped english class alot . Im sorry Mr.Taufik. I know you knew but you pretend I dint hehe. When I skipped, I dint go out from school. I just go and stay in an empty class and eat, borak and just lets say, lepak hohoho. Dont do it ...

Surah Al-Waqiah is one of my favourite surah. Dulu masa kat Taiping ada kawan bagitau kalau baca everyday insyaAllah dimurahkan rezeki. So I start to read& do some deeper research on the surah.  Its fun to get to know the meaning behind the arabic verse. Usually in the morning I will just turn on and listen to surah recited by Mishary Al Afasy because I like his way/taranum of reciting. And kalau ada translation, boleh dijadikan tazkirah pagi untuk diri sendiri.insyaAllah  If you just take 13minutes of your time and press the link below, insyaAllah you will get something precious today :) dont just listen but understand too! Surah Al-Waqiah fully recited by Mishary Al Afasy http://youtu.be/TUj6lTXGIVM Kita kadang-kadang terlalu lalai dengan dunia kita terlepas pandang benda-benda macam ni.  Mungkin di saat kita hidup senang kita tak sedar realiti hikmah di sebalik semua benda yang ada di sekeliling kita kan? Sibuk nak have fun sampai terlupa na...

In a few days, january is coming to an end. Isnt it fast? I finished school and suddenly the result is coming out in less than 2 months. Ive not entered any program yet as planned but its okay, im fine :) im enjoying my holiday anyway. Knowing some of my friends are now doing foundations and all, really made me happy because they got to do what they want to do ;)  Especially those yang masa mohon, "alah aku nak tapi aku xlayak." Tengok2 dia dapat. Wahh dapat tau dia dapat aku yang melompat depan laptop seronok. ^.^ Tapi apa aku mampu? Message kat fb ja lah mampu. Nak celebrate berbatu jauhnya.  Anyways, so im planning to do finance/engineering and later do my MBA. For now waiting for interviews are like waiting for a shooting star to shoot right away. We tend to have the urge to get things done as soon as possible I guess? I n 6months+ im turning 18. Feeling old yet?(abit) But i just start to feel like its time for some commitments. I mean , to my family and to the nation. Ac...

Since I was a kid i always hear people saying kawan karib, kawan baik, kawan sejati, kawan tu,kawan ni. Well, True Friend lah katanya. Di saat pahit gentir kehidupan, kita perlukan kawan. Seseorang yang akan dengar segala leteran, luahan yang dioutputkan. Sesetengah orang buat tak endah. Ada pula yang menikam di belakang.  Realitinya dunia ini bukan kita yang punya. Hati orang juga bukan kita yang punya.  Tetapi, dalam kata apa pun,seseorang yang tidak pernah menyerah kalah dalam persahabatan adalah sebaik-baik sahabat. Yang menerima kelemahan kita ,yang mungkin kontra dengannya.  Seorang sahabat adalah diibaratkan satu rahmat daripada Tuhan.  Kita hidup sebagai perantau . Kita merantau mencari bekalan & redha-Nya. Sebaik-baik sahabat jualah yang akan membawa kita ke arah itu. Mengkonkulisikan seseorang itu jahat bukanlah caranya. Setiap orang ada jawapan kepada persoalannya. Tetapi terpulang kepada tuan punya badan hendak usaha mencarinya. Sahabat, di sinilah en...